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Released: 2014

“Beggin For Thread” by BANKS is a provocative sonic exploration of emotional vulnerability and assertive self-expression. She metaphorically stitches the narrative of a turbulent relationship with her audacious lyrical technique, temperamental dispositions and unpredictable ways.

The lyrics kick off with BANKS acknowledging her raw emotional edge, a confession that suggests she’s not always the most diplomatic communicator, “So, I got edges that scratch / And sometimes I don’t got a filter.” The whole tired-of-eating-her-misspoken-words bit is a nod to her rash tongue and a roundabout apology for any hurt caused.

She acknowledges her confusing disposition in “My disproportionate reactions fuse with my eager state.” Her erratic behavior is further explained in “my unstable ways is my solution, to even space,” referring to her penchant for imbalance as a way to carve out her own personal space. The line about “words can come out as a pistol” emphasizes the power her words can carry, and yet she affirms they can be aimed inaccurately.

The track’s dramatic hook, “Stooped down and out you got me beggin’ for thread / To sew this hole up that you ripped in my head,” emerges as a cry for sanity amidst the storm – a plea for something to bridge the emotional gap caused by the dissolution of the relationship. The “beggin’ for thread” line creatively symbolizes her desperate struggle to mend the damages inflicted.

But BANKS flips the script on the bridge – “Strapped down to something that you don’t understand / Don’t know what you were getting yourself into / You should have known, secretly I think you knew.” She is asserting that her lover should have known the kind of emotional whirlwind he was engaging with; and she insists, somewhat cryptically, that deep down he probably did.

Her character is further accentuated in the defiant outro: “Hold it out, (Woah-oah) try to hide it out / But my tracks are better.” This suggests her possession of the upper hand; regardless of attempts to hide or deny, her intuitive ability to decipher deception surpasses any cunning efforts.

Overall, “Beggin For Thread” maps a raw, visceral emotional landscape that fuses vulnerability, self-awareness, and audacious self-assertion. BANKS’ lyrical virtuosity offers an intimate peek into a turbulent dialogue and a woman’s struggle to navigate her way through it.